.every.little.thing.

ROOKIES final.
帥哦~!~!!!! 超緊張!!
LOVE IT!!!!! baseball*s2

如果現在放棄了
再失去目標了
還剩下什麼
一無所有
.
.
.
 - 安仁屋


2:01am
好睏喔 e_e
1點多才回來
DARK KNIGHT @ imax
iss SO SO GOOODD!!
超喜歡這樣的故事 ...
goods and evil ...
good vs evil ...!!
真的很好看 =)
好看是因為 story 真的很好
人性的每一面 ...
i like it =)
imax -__-" .... 只有 tall buildings la..
打打殺殺的場面時候才有... hahahaha~
還不錯的第一次喇 =)
然後~ 又是我們 5 個去看的XD
like last time WANTED 那樣 ~ hahaha
(到底我跟1誰去看 ion man 的啊????)
went 大長今 dinner~ alrites la =) gdgd*
good talks =)
aaron brian bin mag n i =)
.
.
.
yeahh!! cottageeeE!!!! in sepptt =))

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今天1點多才出去 ^^; ...
food court againn ... XD
walked around pmall -_-" hahahah
STITCHH!!!!!!! .... i want more more moree~~
i want more stitchhh!! =))))
haahaa ^-^

puzzle~
finallyyy =)) fini 1/d the boat!! yeah =)
好開心喔~
但沒有看 lecture ... *-*
明天要好好努力 =)

yupp~!~!! 就這樣了 =)

OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!
我的牙齒!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
崩了一角!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
$^#$*%$^*$^SFHSR%&w4i !!!!!!!!!!
?_?
o_O

,,,, 無言 ....

anywayss ...

while i'm waiting ..
back to ROOKIES now =)

s2

參加婚禮已經夠幸福了
還一天兩個呢 ^-^
+ dina's baby =))

updated: ALBUM =)

星期六~ 26 號*
份靚靚~ 去婚禮~ =)
接 brian .. -__-" 才剛回家?!
就去了 rhccc~
lots of people!!!!!!!
Sammy & Jenny's wedding =)
很幸福喔~~!!! ^____^
很開心~~~ =)))
lots of across ppl went too! haha~
然後留下吃東西喇~~ so gooodddd!!!
the foods r so so gd =)
'cuz michael made them!! ^____^
took picpic w/ sammy n jenny 就走了~
已經3點半多了~~~~
趕去 christina's wedding~
還好也蠻近的~
at markham civic centre~ 第一次去~
took pix n waitedd ... at a small chapel~
above da water?! ... so cool =)
very simple n fast geh wedding .. haha~
buh i'm so happie for dina =))
也見到很多舊朋友~ =)

thanks for getting da CARD =)
i'm so tired ... from 高跟鞋!!!! ...
對啊 .... 很累喔 ...

thank you =)
其實我也很幸福~

雖然 ... 我超想結婚的!!!! XD
哈哈哈~~~~
還有很久要等呢 ... 先努力讀書吧! =p
rightzz ?!?!?! =p =P

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然後去了 ... 彩鳳臺 at bayview
1st time too .... its gd =) the foods r gd there~
就一直到 .... 10點 =]

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不是說只玩到11點嗎...
最後一直玩~玩到1點多... LOL
buh had funn funn =))
and reallie reallie HAPPIEE ^_____^

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可是星期天=要很早就起來呢!!
7點鐘就起來了 ...
8am service again =)
其實我比較喜歡這樣子 ....
很早去service~ n then breakfast~ then work =)
去了 food court la ... cuz want congeee =)) hehehe
saw aaron !! haha~ we go eat n they fini eating already~
很累。。休息了一會兒 .... 就上班喇~
thank you =)

很開心~
jen n jocelyn came!!! buh jen 沒有認得我?!
XD

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so tired n sleepie ... lol ....
work work work~~~
接放工~ 買吃的~
movie again ...
不是炒飯 -_- 騙人!!!!!

thank u ... i'm so sorrie *___*
麻煩了 =)

只看了一點點 ... 很累 ><
zZzz ..........

今天起不來 ...
沒有喇 ... 其實想去的話一定去
只是 .. hLtb 真的很無聊 .... 浪費時間!!!
然後 tutorial ... 也沒什麼特別 ...
今天又沒有 children's literature ...
所以還是不要勞煩自己去上學 ..... ><"
^^; ... so yea ... zZz until 12:30ishh ...
jen called ~ aunt called ....
woke up .. 做了這些那些的~
就出去寄信喇~ 送 brian 去 bin's ... lalalala
回家看 lectures!!! 1 n 1/2 =)

n now .. just fini eating n drama time =)
9:18pm*

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看著 code blue
只能想到 ...
人
生
無
常
=[
.
.
.

n tday when i was watching lecture...
很有那種 ... 抱負 u know ....
要好好讀書 ... 
做自己想做可以幫到其他人的!!!
social work =) ... and 好好 study psychology!!!!
'cuz 我很想很想 .... =)
especially ... children's ....
anywayss...
對啊~
teacher 也說 ... 現在不知道的
將來就有待我們這一代的去 discover ...!

好!
加油!!!

=)

Philosophy ... 到底講乜啊 ...
聽日就考喇 ... 我唔知想點咯!!
完全唔明啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cintingent a priori?
necessary a posteriori?
skepticism ...?!
externalism ..
想死 .... seriously ,...!!!

因為 ... mid-term 之後 ...
根本無好好甘上堂 ...
完全影響曬 =[ ...
所以而家 ... 米死得咯!!!!
5:11pm*
3點先開始溫 ... i'm soso gonna -_-"
無言 .... dot.dot.dot.
無心機無心機 ...

聽日考完 ...
fri sat sun 都要番工 ..
跟住就開始 summer term ...
所以我系無放假既咯 ...

所有咧~
friday一定要 ...*奸笑*
XD

7:43pm
真係無心機溫 ... =[
so "hea" ...
read PUTMAN's onlyy...

煩呢!!

buh had a gd talk w/ haylie =)
n did the media calling~ yeah yeah!!
thank u babyy!!!!
買左chicken wings, fries, 奶茶 and ... toast!!
SO GOOD =9

好感謝少爺阿~~~~
借parking-pass 俾我 =) THANKS A LOT!
HV FUN IN HK =))

sighh ... fini exam tmr la..
buh kitty is going on vacation againn!!
not gonna chill out until ur bak =[
buh its okk... i'll be workin n going to skooollll
save $$$ =p so then we can go ta cottage in june
and hopefullyyy .. trip w/ baby ^0^
hhmm ... schedule又滿左喇 =) yeah~!!
baby bak on SUNDAYY!! oh yeahh~~~ lobsterr =9
wahahahha XD
miss u lotssss!!!!!!!!!!!

甘 ... 而家繼續努力溫數先喇!!~!~!!!

wait until TMR!!!!!!!!!!
THEN I'M FREEE!!!!!!!!
muahahahhahaa~~~~~~~

好累
真的好累
physically _ mentally

大小愛吃 _ing~ SHOW*

sigh .. i'm so tired ... @_@
so sleepy .... e_e

Monday _ 28th*
zZz .. 突然1點多 laddie called
work work at 2pm _
so woke up n get ready ta workkk
sorrie haylie >_< ...
本來應該陪你打電話給 medias...
sorriesss... work until 8pm*
pick up haylie _ gas station .. then ..
home .. ated =) pick up jen n jocelyn~
sorrie angel ^^; we were late..

第一次上 HIGHWAY!!!!
超 cool 滴~~~ !!! ^0^~~~
I LUV IT !~!~! heheheh ^__^
so excited =p

went to DESTINY =)
兩個月之後了 ....
our ladies nite*s2
all goooddd ^_____^
happie =)
n saw angel's fd eric again!
wut?!?! conrad's brotherr!!!
LOL
這個世界也太小了吧 ...
沒有 ... 是 toronto 太小了 ....!! =)
anywaysss,,, ALL GOOD n HAPPIE ^^
luv u all >3<
angel haylie jen jocelyn _
until 12:30am =)
然後送 jocelyn n jen 回家 =)

FRIDAYY~~~~ =) wait til fridayyy!!!
heheheh ^_______^

SO TIRED ... seriously ...

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Tuesday _ 29th*
work work again arR..
@_@
woke up at 10:30 ....
work at 12pm*
all rights =)

OHHH!!!
ROGER!!! lol
oh myyy ... 怎麼會這樣!!!!
5年了嗎?! crazyy ...
buh i'm so happie =)
再遇上舊舊舊~~~朋友!!!!!
icq 時代的了 .... XD
竟然是在 Chin G 遇上過
在 facebook .... so funnyy!!

work til 4:30pm
然後去補習喇~ =)
I WAS SO TIRED ... yawn***
=)

回家立刻睡了 .....

I'M TIRED!!!!

喉嚨痛 ... again ...?!?!!
i dun wanna get sick again!!
needa rest more n STUDYYY!!!!!!!

12:30am already -_-
時間也過太快了吧 ...

我好累了 ...

i dun want to think about anything ...

我已經夠累了 ...
我一直讓自己太忙了吧 =\
buh i just wanna keep maself busyy!!!
n rite now ..... 累垮了 ... @_@

time to sleep .....

oya~

i was ..
i am ...
i ..

Sat. 26th*
work work tday~
?_? wuts going on~
n i was kinda .. scared
buh at the enddd
everything was just gd =)

讓我最最開心的是~~~~
thanks for annie's 芒果冰沙~
我至愛~~~!! =) thanks babyy!!
接 annie and angel =)
went ta this gdgd place ta hv dinnah
the 奶茶 was so gooodddd!!!!!!
sorrie jen =[ ... clubbin... ><
ohh .. its called 金鳳~ 凍奶茶!!!!
n then went MHQ w/ angel =)
看見燈還亮著~
沒想過回去是拿 $$ 的... ^^;
at the beginnin was the only 2 of us!!
hahahaha =) took so many pixx*
i just luvvv u soooo muchhhh 天使!!!!
>3< >3< >3< all time gdgd fdssss!!! s2

我會記住
以後會好好地做

---

NO MORE MILK TEA!!!
seriously ...
 奶茶真的讓我睡不著!!!!!!
hate it so much -_____-"
i was SO TIRED .. physcially ..
buh i just couldnt sleeppp!!!!!!

忘記什麼時候才睡著 ..
為什麼講話要那麼大聲呢?!?!
q$#$^*&$% ... I WAS SO MADD!!
was gonna go downstairs n yell at them
-_____-"
talking face to face .. 但我在上面都聽到了!!
CRAZYYY ... !!!
N I WAS SOOOO SLEEEPPPIEEE =[
sigh * ... 好悲哀 ....

12點多出去接 haylie and amy =)
then to PITCH-IN =)

天氣~超~~~~~~~好的一天~~
不出去真是浪費了!!!!!!
was outdoor for most of da dayyyy =)
SO SO HAPPIEEE =))
pick up garbage !!!! all gdgd~~~~!!!
until 3:30pm
n then had to go back ...
work work*
nice haircut babyyy =)
short hair looks gd~~ nother 感覺 =p
然後去吃飯~~~ @ 太平香 ^^
its so gd =33

n rite now ...

we r home .. n shes sleeping...
hahaha =)

thanks emily =)
imu lots.. seriously ...

and .. 

thank YOU =)

我喜歡跟你們在一起
我喜歡我們的白痴
我喜歡

這段日子裡面
我覺得最好的
就是 ...
跟朋友一起的時間多了
是多了很多很多
經常在一起 ..
就算很久沒見的
就算天天都見面的
只覺得很幸福
有你們每一個
什麼都足夠了
真的真的 ..

以前愛情第一
現在友情第一

我愛你們
愛死你們了~
謝謝大家!!

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除了朋友
我覺得,,,
我真的不相信 ... 任何人

why r ppl so fake?

你相信這樣的人 ..
是自己曾經愛過的嗎?
我後悔 ...

i start to dislike this place...
and especially that person ...
so fake ..

我不想再去想多那麼一點點了

現在

我會忘記所有的
然後從新來過

nothing will bother me anymore.
just forget it.

忘記過去
一切好與不好的

過去
現在
未來
.

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everytime ... everytime...
when i'm like this ..
u r here .....
this is so ... unbelieveable..? haha =)



baby .. 好一句
"人是會變" !!!

yaa.. even ourselves ...
!!

its 3:12am rite now..
i just wanna say ...
....

I LUV YOU ANGEL =)
I LUV YOU ANNIE =)

sucha happie day =)
to spend w/ ma LADIESS!!
真心話 ...
 我真係好~~~掛住你地!!!!!!!
^__________^
i'm so gladd... n happie
n ... luckyy =)
dat we r still so ... SWEET!!
hehehe =)

its beenn... 4, 5? yearss...
就算經歷過很多
就算我們不常常在一起
但什麼都沒變 =)

u noe how much i luv u!!!!!
我真的超愛你們的!!!
reallie reallieeee =))

thank u for everything =)

buh i'm so happieee!!
had a sucha gdgd nite w/ ma ladies >3<

angel =) imu, come to church w/ me!! OKAYY!!! =p
no choice!!! hehehehe >3<

annie too =) +oilz studyinggggg
n i will LUV U ALWAYS !!!!
forever =p

i'm so excited and full of luvluv rite now
muahahhaaa!!!!!~~~~~~

okayy ...
dats it for now =p

oya~

又到換皮的季節
好討厭 ><"
換季中 ..

1:03am
haylie is still here =)
i just fini doing her hwk ..
hahahaha ^____^
+oilz, work hard!! =)

好漫長的一天~~
天黑黑... 下雨天*
drove ta STC
PSYB57 -__-"
got KILLED =[
很難 ... buh =)
owellss~ 做完了~
做完了就不再想!
get ready for da next one,
THE LAST ONE!!
Philosophy =)

back to STC
waited for haylie =)
drove back~ then to...
PUMA SALE!!!!!!
so farr .... lol thanks ^-*
超亂 .. 很亂 -____-"
didnt spend much time there~
hehe =) all gd ^___^
back to haylie's ... grandma cooked
thxxx*
didnt want ta be late for fellowshipp ..
so we went afuta dinnah =)

it was good =)
i like the sharing!!! =)
(being lazy ^^; typing in eng=p)
真的很好 =) 聽了很感恩的呢 ^^
i'm glad we went tonite* =)

然後去了 starbucks!! thanks haylie =p
回家~ 做功課 .. 一直到現在 ... =)

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換季的時候
就是我換皮的時候
-____-"
so sadd...
so ugly ... 臉都爛了!!!

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hHhmm ..
i'm still thinkin of wut he said ..
"不可以有小圈子"
?_?
i'm like ... ?_? HUH?? excuse me ...

i'm REALLIE REALLIE sensitive of this..
seriously ...
我真的介意 ... 
非常介意 ( 大大聲說!! )
兩個人很 close fd 就是小圈子嗎?
小圈子的定義是什麼? 對你來說 ...
i'm not like .. angry or nething ..
its just dat ... i dun like he saying dat ..
就算是有意無意的 ...
講笑說說還是認真的 ...
我都覺得很有問題 ....

要不就認真跟我談談 ..
if u reallie think its a problem
or else plz dun just .. SAY IT ...
'cuz .. IT HURTS.

i start to feel the ... pressure?
no ... the ... hard feeling lar ...
i dun see wuts wrong w/ being so close fd ..
w/ haylie =) at fellowship ...
i mean... we are always together ..
outside church too .. close fd ga la ...
WHY and HOWs dat 小圈子?????
its not like we ignore other ppl or sth ...
要是這樣小圈子的話
我們不用去 fellowship lar...
so hurt to hear dat from ur BnS in fellowship u know..

我不想這樣去想
想一些不好的
會影響到大家
但這感覺 ...
真的不太好 ...

kinda ... dissapointtedd?? =[

listen+in' _ 不能跟情人說的話


知道到底什麼才叫小圈子嗎 ...
我真不相信 .. 在這樣 fellowship ..
會聽到這個詞 ...
更不相信 ... 是他跟我這樣講...
我真的可以說我在這裡一點都沒有!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways ...

dats enough of ma saying.

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1:22am
work work tmr =)

oya*

still gonna drive haylie home laterr~~
=)

其實陣痛過去了很快另有別人
分手要狠 比相戀勇敢
< 我的最愛 >

很想看 < 我的最愛 >
=)
分手要狠 mv :::
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/D_PB5SHNG8s/

haha ... just luv dis song =)

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今天 ..
涼涼的呢~
已經 1 點多了
根本就不像是明天考試的 ..
hea_ing ... -__-"

---

i'm so excitedd!!! LOL
剛才跟 christina msn~
she's comin bak in JUNE ^^
so excitedd!! w/ her 4 dogs n babyy!!
aahhh~~~~~ so sweeetttt =))
怪怪的感覺~
以為會到自己 ... 27 .. 29 歲的時候
身邊的朋友都結婚喇~ hv babies laaa...
n then .. its like .. big big family gatheringss..
hehehehe >3< so sweettt!!!
但現在已經身邊的朋友結婚喇~有 baby too!!
so excitedd!!!~~~~
我還是不明白 ... 不夠現實 ...
什麼基礎和能力 ... =\
結婚有這麼複雜嗎 ... hHHmmm*
hehe~ so happie for dina =)))
也很想好像money 表姐的~~已經結婚了呢!
hehehehehe~~~ aiyaya .... =3


ps: SOSO WANNA GO SING K!!!
rite haylie?=p
hahaha.. lets go after examss!! hehehe

anywayss...

still hvnt watch STEP UP 2 and BACK DANCERS!!

exams -______-"
2nd one tmr!!! fight~~~~~ =)



lalalalaa.....

=====================

Rejoice in the Lord always.
I will say it again: Rejoice!
- Philippians 4:4

i know He' there ... always =)
feel so bad.. 'cuz i'm thinkin 2 much ..
these dayss... making maself so down ...
是很突然的 ...
想太~~~~多 讓自己不開心了 =)

REJOICE!!!! =)
=)
=)

i know i shouldnt be sad ..
i know i shouldnt feel lonely or sth ..
i know i shouldnt be gaaa ... so sorrie =[
just toooooo much pressurreee -_____-"
from wut?! -___-"
stupid mee ... =)

12:18am ALREADYY!!!!
還好我都讀完了 ... 6 chapters
and now ... studying da summaryyyy ..
n then da notes =)

ready for tmr?
2nd one! FIGHT~~!!!!

^_________^

REJOICE!!!!

uah~~
市原隼人*s2
超愛他滴 >3<
但為什麼 ...
是一個堂本剛<若葉時代>頭啊 ..
XD XD 可愛死了~~
哈哈哈~~~ !!!
ROOKIES ep.1

LAST FRIENDS
ep.2
just makes me sooo depressed..
buh i luv itt!! its just TOO GOOD!!!!!
錦戶亮 !!!s2
長大後變超handsome滴哦!!!!

zettai kareshi
ep2.
robot bf? ... hehehe~
so good worr!! =))
^____^

exam 了 .. 還在看doramas...^^;
就是這個改不掉的 =p

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smille~
smile helen =)
smile thru everything*
just keeeepp smilinggg =)
muah~!s2

我和你男和女都逃不过爱情
谁愿意有勇气不顾一切付出真心
你说的不只你还包括我自己
该不该再继续该不该有回忆让爱一步一步靠近
我对你有一点动心
却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心一点点迟疑
不敢相信我的情不自禁
我对你有一点动心
不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心一点点迟疑
害怕爱过以后还要失去
难以抗拒 oh
人最怕就是动了情
虽然不想不看也不听
却陷入爱里
我和你男和女都逃不过爱情
谁愿意有勇气不顾一切付出真心
你说的不只你还包括我自己
该不该再继续该不该有回忆让爱一步一步靠近
我对你有一点动心
却如此害怕看你的眼睛
有那么一点点动心一点点迟疑
不敢相信我的情不自禁
我对你有一点动心
不知结果是悲伤还是喜
有那么一点点动心一点点迟疑
害怕爱过以后还要失去
难以抗拒 oh
人最怕就是动了情
虽然不想不看也不听
却陷入爱里
我和你男和女都逃不过爱情
也许应该放心让爱一步步靠近

又是耍心情的時候嗎?
我討厭 .. 自己的過去
但我並不後悔 anything

i dun want to say i'm 後悔
我只是不喜歡不希望是這樣的

還是那句 ...
過去讓它過去

我更加不知道
我顧慮的是什麼?

顧慮嗎? ....

我覺得這幾天都想太多了
我真的害怕

listen_in' : 愛的紋身 _

我這個人好奇怪 ...

其實我很喜歡現在這樣
我知道一切都是好的
我所擁有的保護和照顧
沒什麼比現在的更突然

好像什麼是改變了的
但其實沒變 ... 明白嗎
我不想自己再一次證明
證明我是錯了

對我來說
"dating" this step ..
好辛苦 ... 真的想 skip 了就算
但 emily 講得沒錯 ...
這樣的我 ... 要是 skip this step ..
會更後悔吧?
i duno =[ ...
i still think dat .. i dun like the "dating" step ..
its just so... painful ... ?!?!?!? ... =\

so is this thinking reallie wrong n unrealistic?

現在看來 ..
其實我是一個很幸運的女孩了
hontouni*
i'm sucha little lucky ..... girl =)
我很感恩
all that i have rite now

except that ..
love?
除了他的愛 ...
我真的不懂 ...
去愛和被愛 ...

很失望
我不相信有專一這回事

但我不用去失望
因為我會從一個
真正懂的人身上學會

guess i'm reallie selfish
'cuz i only luv the ones..
懂得真心愛我的 =)

我真的覺得
我們不是 rational decision maker ...
'cuz then... if we r rational ..
n always make da rite decision ..
then there's nth needa be 後悔!

太多的 uncertianties ...
讓我們不能做一個 rational decision maker!!

i dun like CHOICES!!!!!!

anyways ...

廢話的一大篇 ...

最後我也不知道想要什麼

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為什麼我如何的決定 ..
都是不好的?
可不可以不要讓我做任何決定?

不讓其它人難過
就是讓自己不好過吧

我都習慣了

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我不應該是一個悲觀的人

...

anywayss!!!

todayy ..

studied all day ..
then dance w/ haylie =)
n studied at bbt shop =)
lalalalaa....

smile*

just smile thru everything helen!

^________^

no more 顧慮 =)
no more negative thinkins =p

你總是在我困惱的時候
讓我沒辦法再depress下去
=)

1:57am
開心的一天~
可是沒有好好讀書 =[

3 more chapters, in 2 days!
不知道為什麼
但今天一整天就是很愛睡 ..
還睡不夠嗎 ... -_-"

woke up at 1 sth ..
2點多才開始 studyyy ...
黑澀會 - 瑤瑤 ... !!! XD
期待的呢~~~~ =))
然後 ... 4點多又睡了 -_-"
until 5pm ... got up n get ready for tutor*
at 6:15pm* tutor ... it was alrites ~~
就回家喇~~

sushi sushi~~~ ALL U CAN EAT >=]
went ta WASABI*
too bad kitty n alan couldnt come =[
buh it was alllll gdgd la =))))
i luv da ice-creamssss n WATERMELON!!!!
oh yeahhhh ~~~ 西瓜我最愛~~~~ XD

去了看 FORBIDDEN KINGDOM
its gooodd~~ i like it =))
except da movie is kinda .. predictable ..
buh then ... predictable 的都是kinda .. "應該"的
所以不 predictable 的話﹐會是大家想看的嗎?
i knew dat girls is gonna die at the end -_-"
and then ... 好的一定打敗壞的 ... lol
這個不算"predictable" ... hahahaha XD
anywayss =)

all goooodd ^-^
had a happie day*~~
hv to study hard tmr laa!!!! >=]

ae* 又到了~~~ 真好~
不用我去 shoppers 拿~~ 在 mail box* ^_^
oh yes yes yesss!!!
SUMMERRRR !!!! ^________^
ma season IS HERE!!! YEAH YEAH~~~~ =p

baby~ ae stuff arrvied la =)
wait 4 u ta come bak!!! hehe >3<

oya~

emotion 跟 mood 是不同的
突然很不開心
no mood?

ma computer is so loud...
n ma notebook is so hot ...
-___- 很煩 ...

i'm so sure dat ma notebook yao virus lor!
wuts wrong *_______*
hate it so much ...
真的很討厭電腦的東西 .... sigh*

是我剛才讀書的東西讓我心情不好嗎
emotion and cognition ...
人會很突然地變得不開心 - mood ..
心情變化很大 ... w/o reason why ...
=\ ...
?????

n then ... shower 之後開始看 jdorama ...
LAST FRIENDS
裡面的.每.一.個. character 都是我喜歡的
但這個 drama 怎麼一開始就那麼 ... "悲"
整個 episode 看完了 ...
讓我更加低落 ..... *-* ...
so depressing ....
so so depressinggg ....

she's lesbian? ...
但她竟然一點都不發覺嗎 ...
她跟他住一起以為是好的開始了
但才是噩夢的起端 ... 暴力 ...?!?
this drama just makes me feel so depressed ...

但share house 還不錯呢 =)
跟另一伴一起住還不如跟朋友一起..
its just the first episodee...
buh i luvvvvv this drama so so muchh..
LAST FRIEND
=)

更加讓我覺得 ...
情人還不如朋友呢 ...?!
我一直都覺得朋友比男朋友來得重要的
這是一定的 ...
朋友不會另我不開心 ..
但當男朋友讓自己難過的時候
就只有朋友在身邊了 ...
朋友是一輩子的
朋友一定是最重要 .... 最明白自己
懂得去愛身邊的朋友不難 ..
懂得去愛那麼一個人 .. 就很難了 ...
lalala... wut i'm talking about ...
bleh ...

aaahhhh ... just so down rite now ...
crazyyy ...
不因為任何人任何事 ... just ho down =[

我以為吃 choco 會讓我好過點 ...
就有那麼的一點點而已 ...
maltesers*s2 =)
choco la te ~~

hHmmm .....
feel so stupid ...

anywayss ...

i was kinda happie studied 2 chapters tday
buh 4 more .... =)
會努力的了 ... !!

愛 し (ai shi)
以前是讀 "ka na shi" ...
"悲" 的讀音一樣 ....
- from Zettai Kareshi

i duno ...
心情不好 ... lalala

.
.
.
.

超無奈的 ...
just wuts wrong w/ da ppl now?!?!?
我也很為難的好不好 ..
y cant they just think about other ppl?!!??!
in sucha BADDDD MOOOD rite now!!!!!
&#^%*&(ETUW ....

CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everything is ME ME ME .....
wut if THERE'S NO ME!!!!!
WHY ME!!!!!!!!!!

1:34am _
剛剛回來 _
from Destiny _

haha, went ta destiny =)
kitty is back!! ^-^ so happie~
><" 還沒病好﹐不要亂吃的好.
>3<

ma notebook gets reallie hot easily =[
nande? =\

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今天又要早起了
然後12點半就去了 ... 錦繡中華~
this .. young asian sth ... singing contest?
for the Asian Heritage Month =)) =))
Across U-hub, we had booth there~
and helped out as volunteers for 組長*
it was alrites =) we just chilled and talk... haha!
一直到 5點吧~
然後去了亞洲站* =) to visit TREE and drink =)
super long time no see TREE!!!! =))
had gdgd talks =) =)

back home n then pick up haylie from nite skool~
一起回家吃飯~ n computer, magazine n talk talk =)
haha.. sorrie.. had to drive u home so late ><"
剪短吧 baby =p hehehehe*~~~ it would be nice =)
anywayss

n then went ta DESTINY =)
自己一個晚上開車還真的有一點點怕 ..
但不知道怕什麼 ... kinda scary when there's not much cars ...
lalalala XD

it was a great day =)
tho .. i didnt study at all ><"

是喇是喇
我會閉關的了。

baby called tday =)
too bad didnt talk much much =)
hurry n get ur braces babyyy ... no time laa!!
gd luck lookin for jobs in GZ =) will pray for u*

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baptism ...
talked about this w/ john tday..
hhHmm ... i duno ...
not dat i dun want to .. its just ..
i reallie ... REALLIE ... think its sucha ..
IMPORTANT DECISION and ... and ...
不知道該怎麼講 ...
但我會好好預備那一天的
=)

要求不多
自然會開心吧 =)
我很開心*

sigh*
didnt go ta joseph's house partyy!
missed da funs!! >_<"
buh hv to rest more n get well sooonn!!!!

was checking emails .. n got this from Eric Chau
i think its reallie gd, so i quote jor this line ^^;


"生的每一個昨天, 今天, 明天都是恩典....
人生有今天, 未必有明天, 
多少個明天之後, 未必得到永恆, 
讓我們彼此勉勵, 代禱, 
在這背謬不倫的世代,好好的活下去, 
見證人生信念, 
叫更多人擁抱公義與仁愛並行的真理, 
放下罪性的重擔, 生命回轉, 得以進神的國!"
AMEN!!!!! 這個真的很鼓勵到我 =)
讓我更有勇氣的為他*而活!!!! amen!!!! =))
_神大愛抱緊我_



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好累喔~
今天起來都不敢講話
怕一開口出不了聲 =[
但很感恩的是~ 我康復當中喇 =)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=h8tlX2T-OKg&feature=related
劉若英 _ 我很好
so good, so touching T^T

neways ^^;

第一次開門喔~ haha
今天忙忙~但比想象中的好 =)
客人們都很 nice nice 的呢!! ^-^
然後大家辛苦了 =))
好開心* 因為每一個人都很 NICE!
謝謝大家 =)

康復當中了~感謝神 =)

i just luuvv little kidsss*
so cute >3< hahhaa..
workwork 都有小孩子玩呢 =p

我真的相信的。。
你怎樣對人家就是人家怎樣對你..
然後 ... 我覺得就算多麼的煩躁...
SMILE =)
總可以解決任何的不愉快心情喔~!
^_____________^

aawww =)
thank u =)
had dinner @ fmp =)
all good*
+oilz =)
i'll be waiting la =)

10:37pm*

Thank you for everyone @ CHIN. G =)

ps: 今天 ku and 老師's mom came for hair-cut
hehe... LONG time no c!!! =))

5:43pm
恭喜~餐館開張
賀賀賀~~

too bad i couldnt go =[
which .. I SHOULD ...!!
><"
但明天一早考試~ 
然後我還沒有 study 完 ... =[
沒辦法 ..
我真應該去幫忙的 ...
第一天 ... ><"
buh anywayss...
CONGRATS ^0^~~
以後我會去幫忙幫忙的喇~~

然後另一件開心的事~
昨天補習 angela 嘛~
她的 spelling test 拿下 27/30 !!!
OH YES!!! yeah~~~~ ^0^
真開心有進步呢!!! ^0^~
繼續一起努力!!! ^________^
so good~~~

bought the peach drink* =9 luv it~
不知道什麼時候 ... 愛上了 PEACH*s2
=3 =3 =3
hehehehheheee =))
happieeE ^____^

又一次的開心~~
Mr.Yiu 今天打給我 =)
很久沒見 >_<"
星期四見~!~! ^_____^

ONE MORE CHAPTER!!!! =) +oilz!!!!

今天好像又很多好事喔~
so happie ^-^
n then finally c judy today la! XD
she came up stairs n we talked =))
又是很久沒見的 =p

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^___________^

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Personality Traits and Relationship Satisfaction

"A sign that a relationship may be in trouble
is when one partner blames negative
outcomes on undesireable aspects of
the other partner's personality."

- Pesonality Theory & Research, Gorden L. FLETT



hahahhaa, this is so true...
so blaming and .. arguments r NO GOOD =[
但我知道, 不會有這樣事情發生的, right? =p
kekekekkekekeEE~~~~~~!!!! XD

正在看 2 軍pk 的~
突然看到吳克群呢~
小煜 ... XD



小煜 RAP~ x  大嘴巴!!!
SOO GOOOOD~~~!!! 酷喔~~
http://youtube.com/watch?v=_dBkAWyRXhA&feature=related

改編了為你寫詩  XD
很好笑~~~ 小煜煜可愛呢* =))
http://youtube.com/watch?v=TpihZTjWPHo

我 .. 還是比較喜歡阿本組喇 ^^;
毛弟阿!!! ... =))

not dat i dun like TERRY 組 ..
ELMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh myyy ... ELMO!!! this 外星人!!! LOL
愛上這個奇怪的人!!!!~~~ elmo elmo >3<



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study 到悶悶的 ...
09:28pm*
其實時間不多了 ...

今天突然猶疑了 ...
但現在我很清楚
沒有﹐應該說我一直都很清楚!

我不是個容易放棄的人
我更不會讓自己再後悔

maybe haylie was right..
i should talk to someone or at least..
let one of them know wut reallie happenend
n not only listen to that one person
buh i guess .. dats me ...
the me .. dat always dun think i need to explain to ppl
if they know then they'll know and understand
if not, wutever u say is useless ...
and guess they hvnt know me long enough ...
or i should say ... hhmm .. how should i put this in a better way...
i mean ... hhMm .. "not there yet" ...
wutever i say is just an explaination ... not a sharing ...
reallie hv to know me LONNNGG enough to understand me ...
i'm such a ... lol ... hHmm .. lazy person!!!! ... and i'm so .. so ...
i'm soso.... cant explain myself u know ... in words..
buh if u know me,, then u will know wut kinda person I AM =)

not dat i dun want ppl to know wut reallie happened or in me..
its just dat ... i dun need the WHOLE world to know and LOOK AT ME.
i always say gar... 
只要有心的﹐只要問一句
我會把全部的告訴他/她
完完全全地
我也可以感覺到究竟那人是好意還是八卦當然。
所以﹐只要是真的會關心﹐會問我的
我什麼都會說
但有想知道卻不會問的﹐我覺得我也不會自覺地跟那人說
因為 ... 我是會問的那種人喇
聽了一大遍回來的﹐只有那一套的
事情的一面﹐誰會在乎。我不。
anywayss... so at the endd...
i decided not to talk to anyone in fellowship
i dun want wut happened be4 will happen again ..
(但之前不就是沒說才那麼多誤會嗎-_-)
no ... i guess... people are mature enough to understand wuts going on lor
and seriously... 那些問題根本就不重要。
自己處理不好就算了﹐還要搞到人家﹐好像很沒有似的 ... dats not me.

anywayss.... hahaha... wut was dat ... *-*
無聊的寫了一大篇喇~~~~~
back to studyy ... ><"

i'm sick =[ ......

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